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January 13
2天2夜Vegas，有很多很開心的事，也有發生了一些些不愉快的事
就好像出發的早上，車子壞了，大家都不知道怎算，最後我們還是一致通過，租車繼續出發
花了8小時才到達Vegas，雖然途中大家坐得不舒服，很累很累，但也有不少溫馨熱鬧的場面
 可惜沒有男朋友啦，看著坐在我身旁那對就真的是羡慕死人了。。。嗚~~~~
2天以來我們去的地方不多，但每一刻都覺得很實在
昨天本來要去M&M和CocaCola Factory的，但路上出了些事，讓大家都只能走回MGM取車子離開，然後去了Hooster吃飯
話說那件事是這樣的。。。
我們從MGM出來，一直往M&M的方向逛過去，途中每家店都逛一下
在Grand Canyon那里看到有一家Tatoo店。我們好奇之下過去問價格，問了三次，那老墨都說$19.99，Tatoo是一個月會掉的那種
然後我們都很開心地挑自己想要紋。其中一位朋友挑好了，然後那店員幫他弄，到一半的時候才跟我們說，是$199.99一個Tatoo。
我們覺得被騙了就報警，又找保安跟他們理論。最後我朋友給了$100，但是對方也有打過電話，而且講甚麼是我們聽不懂的
同行的男生們怕要是那老墨找人來找麻煩，會害到女生們，所以大家就只好拿車子離開沒再去M&M了
至于照片那部分，手上有太多了，而且朋友們的要求是把他們的照片都給他們自己處理，所以我只能等晚一些，把照片都分好了再把自己的傳上來 November 27 Hey girls, thanks for kept me partying till the A.M.
I did have fun last night and I really enjoyed the party, so I do wish we can party some more, ha ha.
I know I am not a party girl yet, but I think I wanna become one, cu'z life without a BF really meant a lot to me...
I know LOVE is not everything, but it is part of my life; somehow, it used to take a space in my daily.
I know I have work. I have school. I have friends. But I also want some SUGAR beside this tasteless life.
Anyways, I am happy being in the party last night, and I couldn't go further to describe how happy I was.
Wish you happy everyday, B-day girl-- Lilian
Wish you all happy Thanksgiving! I love you all. XOXO
Yi Lin (Elaine), >.< I think I don't have any pix about you and me...T^T sexy mama...u r sexy mama XD
Wingsea, kinda surprise that you could read Chinese lyric and really good song you sang...umm....
Winnie, haha... haha...umm...hahaha >.< don't know what to say, but thx you brought your "boy" "friend" there, haha
Tam, I hope you feet better, and take great care of yourself in this holiday.
Irene, good friend is not enough to describe you, a great friend should
be fit enough. You are a great friend to Tam, I do wish I could have
some friends like you XD See you in Golden, ha.
Penny, OMG, I am still feeling dizzy, ha...
Wendy, thx for everything. And I am kinda surprise that how different
you look in Golden and in parties, ha ha...I do want to see you dance
more, just kidding.
David, ="= you should learn something from Rain, serious, you should...umm...no more comments
Rain, wanna become a dancer someday?
Henry, I felt sorry to hear that you felt like a doll, but I know you
were kidding. Anyway, nice to meet you again, and I did have fun with
you, yah, playing the dies...>.<
November 21 有一種心情, 難以形容
有一種感覺, 祗能埋藏心中
有一份放不下的感情,
有一份解不開的迷惑,
有一個想法,
如果, 我祗是說如果,
如果, 有一天我死了,
你, 你們, 以後還會記得我嘛?
今天走在大路上,
我看著陌生的, 熟悉的, 一張張的面孔,
感覺自己的眼神很迷離.
是我在思考, 還是我在尋找...
我穿梭, 穿梭在鬧市中,
我穿梭, 穿梭在夜寂中,
無論是哪裡, 我的心都仿佛被掏空...
最近總覺得自己心不在焉,
在電話上, 或是面對面的談話,
對方的談話仿似有仿似無, 聲音似近似逺
有時明明面前有人向我走近,
但就總覺得看不到對方...
最近同事總是有意無意提起一個人,
但我好像已經很少主動找他了吧...
同事提到, 我看到你那個曾經的他在某某餐廳出現...
怪! 怎麼說呢? 那個曾經的他, 要在哪里出現, 好像跟我沒關繫
同事說, 我很奇怪耶, 他怎沒跟你在一起呢? 身旁是另一個長髮女生哦
是哦! 有很奇怪嗎? 我怎不記得, 我曾經時常跟他一起過呢? 人家愛和誰出去, 我沒妨礙到就好
反正...他說過的話我都記得,
反正...彼此之間的關繫, 不會再有出錯
反正...他的事, 不用我去操心
今天又覺得怪怪的, 就某個人出現後, 一整天都覺得怪怪的
不知道哪里怪, 反正就很怪
或者我很在意那句話, 或者又真的不是很在意
"嗯...我以後都不再來了." 他離開前最後的一句話
大概, 這句話早就沒有意思了, 但是到今天他才說出來, 總覺得, 我太仁慈了,
我早就該趕他走, 我早就該把所有的東西都送給垃圾桶, 可惜我都太仁慈, 太過不了一個 "情" 字
再受傷也絕不了情, 是优點? 是缺點?
November 09
I…..
Want to walk away…
For some unknown reasons…
For some uncomfortable feelings…
For……I don’t know.
Just, I really want to walk away…wanted nobody around me…
I don’t know why, I want to cry
For no reasons, I really want to hug someone tonight, and cry
I think HE doesn’t understand.
I hope anther HE can forgive me about what I said to him earlier.
I wasn’t in a mood.
I wasn’t thinking when I was yelling at him….It was just not ME
Lemy, I know you won.
I just couldn’t give up no matter how many times I’ve told myself to give up on HIM….
No, I just couldn’t do it…I know you won.
But never mind…no one understands, no one knows, and no one cares, except me.
I want to be invisible now, and I really meant.
Sorry for everything to everyone…Sorry.
I am really sorry to you TWO ( H+J )
I want to walk away.
Don’t worry, I will be ok.
天空的白雲, 沒一朵可以與我互吻
初戀那個烙印, 掀起所有地震
是你太殘忍, 還是我太認真
不知名的理由, 不知名的難過和失落
我想抱著你哭, 但你不懂, 你不懂…你真的不懂…
November 04
看到一篇篇的網誌, 突然很有感觸. 是因為自己的經歷嘛? 還是我就是比較容易受他人影響? 怎麼都好啦, 真的覺得心里有有股酸酸的感覺.
他在一篇網誌上提到,
"我不想在我以為我什麼都擁有的時候, 才發現我只是一個人,
我不想在我以為我不是一個生活的時候, 才發現原來一直都是我一個在生活.
我不想以為我可以和誰一輩子的時候, 才發現那個人已經離我而去."
嗯, 我同意. 很多時候自己以為很完美, 很美好的事情, 突然都180度大轉變, 所有事情都脫軌, 然後自己就不知道要怎麼好了.
我以為我和R可以走到最後, 才發現原來他最愛的是自己.
我以為我和H都變得成熟了, 才發現彼此還是不夠成熟.
我以為我和H可以從新開始, 才發現我只是傷得更深而已.
他又提到,
"我只希望,有些話不是空空的說的,
也希望,無奈的等待到最後不是空空的等待,
我不是一個聽話的人,
遇到愛的人,是可以改變的"
沒錯, 我覺得啦, 我也不是個聽話的人, 但碰上自己喜歡的人或者愛的人, 我是可以變了一個人, 可以很聽話, 很盲目去順從對方的喜好.
取至"該怎麼去愛你" blog ㄚòひ還愛蛾麼
最近聽了JAY的"說好的幸福呢", 聽著聽著眼淚就滑下來了。
我不知道, 是不是我給了太多希望, 然後就在等待中得到答案, 得到更多的失望
"怎麼了 你累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心依稀數著你在不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻
我都還記得"
是啊, 就算只有一星期, 但我開心過, 那感覺太深刻, 所以我還記得
總覺得, 大家都會把"珍惜"二字掛在嘴邊, 但到真的要做的時候總是忘了甚麼叫"
珍惜"。 然而"珍惜", 往往都是失去後才想起甚麼叫"珍惜"。
某文章里說到,
"我們總是錯過許多東西, 錯過了, 便意味著永遠的消逝, 一如天邊的雲與落下的雨, 剎那間相逢, 卻來去匆匆。一如我和你。"... ...
"花開花落, 煙消雲散, 即使來過, 可曾百花盛開, 姹紫嫣紅？"
難道甚麼都要等到錯過了, 失去了, 才去緬懷過往那點滴片段, 錯過一時，便錯過了一世。
如果你不能給他人幸福, 就別去承諾甚麼, 我寧願你從來沒有提出過, 我寧願你從來沒有想到複合過 October 21
Happy Halloween to all!
10/15/08 Wed. night, my co-workers, my special guest and I went to Knott's scary farm.
It should be my first time going inside of those horror zones.
It was really scared me at first, but then I kinda feel nothing when we visit the 2nd one.
I had so much fun that night except something went wrong with my special guest.
And we kinda lost our way when we were driving home. XD
October 19 同你一齊翻, 我有開心過, 所以我知道失去個下我難過
好似大佬都話: 唔開心過, 你點知自己難過
好多野, 你話呃到人又好, 呃唔到人又好
我認真過, 我痛過, 我難過過, 甘以後我先知道我曾經戀愛過
之前有好傻甘唸, 如果佢冇出現翻, 我地系米仲可以好好地一齊緊
但我後黎又覺得, E種唸法根本就系自己呃自己
H.M. September 22 Wing's house has house warming party for 2 days. I decided to join the Sunday group, but then Elaine said, most of the co-workers were going there on Sat. night. So finally, I went there on Sat. night.
I did not know I was going to change my mind in the earlier, so I dress less in the morning. I off at 9pm. When the time we went out, it was cold outside.
Elaine drove 4 of us, Lisa, Qing, me and herself. We went to her house, then she grab some jacket for me.
We arrived at sometime around 9:30.
People off at 6pm were there BBQ, got ready for drinks and food.
I ate some BBQ and had 2 cups of red wine.
I got a chance to walk around in Wing's new home.
We took pictures at the end. Unfortunately, I haven't got the pictures yet, but I will post up later.
貓貓, 好久不見
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